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assalamualaikum

i've just finished my first exam , 

pharmacology, which a killer subject!

Actually bukan susah giler pun ,

just drugs dia banyak ,nama berbelit, and action,mechanism dia senang terkeliru dengan drug yang lain.

Alhamdulillah,

dalam beberapa hari ni aku da start cakap dengan ayah :) ,

terbuka pintu hati mungkin,

After nearly one month aku tak angkat call ayah,

at first , i think i'm in the state of rebelling,

but i'm wrong ,

masa first time picked up the call,

i cried, a lot,

then i realized,

i'm not rebelling,

but i'm refusing to accept that i'm no longer my dad's princess .

i'm broken hearted,

lagi teruk dari putus cinta .

The next day, i texted my dad about what i felt, what makes me so  hurt inside , everything .

i let it out what i've never said,

what i've endure after all this time . All .

Alhamdulillah,

our relationship is back to normal,

i'm happy these days,

less tears :') ,

Ibu dan ayah,

You are always in my du'a, my prayer and my heart,

You are always  gonna be my King and Queen ,

I do hope four of us will be back together like 10 years ago,

at that time, we are not rich yet we are happy right?

having Ijat and me as the troublemaker..hehe

i'll keep that hope forever in my du'a.

because i believe in Allah ,

He is the maker of miracle .